Wednesday, January 14, 2009

What a week

That is all I can really say it seems like. Brooklyn has had a hard time adjusting to david being gone. She hs been screaming and slamming doors. I feel like everyday I am just lossing the battle. I feel like I am getting worked over. I am sure she knows that I am stressed. It seems as though I am not as good as de-stressing this time.
She was really upset and so I was talking ot her today and she said she was sad becuse daddy cant be with us right now. IT jsut broke my heart. Here is this little thing that has so many things going on and our days are usaully filled going here and there. She is proably just dying inside for something. I dont know what to do. I feel so quilty that we are jsut going and going since we have been here. They arent able to go and play outside for very long like they are used to.
I jsut wish that I knew how to handle situations like this better. I have had alot of help out here and I really appreciate it but this is one thing I dont know how to handle. I just want to hug her all day and tell her that in tow short weeks we will be home. I love my kids so much I want to do the best I can for them.
Well I will start fresh and destressed tomorrow.

1 comment:

Ashley said...

Don't we all wish we had those answers. Mia has had such a tough time this deployment. Every morning starts with either can we call Daddy or I miss my Daddy. I just keep Mia involved with Ben stuff and that helps her. Once you get home it may be easier. Good Luck!