A new feeling

I never knew that there was more to missing someone then just the usual oh I miss you see you soon. Well I have experienced a whole new feeling of missing. Of course I am talking about david. It is not just having him here I miss it is really everything. I miss the sense of security that I feel when he is here, I miss him coming home from work, I miss him calling during the day, I miss he making dinner, I miss him making the kids laugh, I miss him singing so loud around the house, I miss his rants about little things, I miss his unifomrs all over, I miss his hat iwht his wallet and keys on the counter, I miss him making the best eggs, I miss talking to him, I just miss all about him. It seems like just saying oh I miss him. It is actually a real feeling that I have been feeling. It is hard to explain. I just never knew that missing someone could seem so real. It is a new level of a good old fashioned feeling that I have been feeling. I miss and love him even more. I hope to talk to him in the next week or two. I think when this happens everyone will know that I finally talked to him.